Well today was supposed to really start better than this and end a whole hell of a lot better. At the moment my financial situation is quite...well shitty.

So a little background is needed I believe:

Picture it: Its around 2003ish to 4ish, my mom gets diagnosed with cancer and hyperthyroidism. Add to that two younger siblings whose father has deserted us and my father who could really care less. We muttled through, things stay constantly tight but some how we make it. In the process we lost our home(but we were able to get another place) Mom lost her job and I nearly failed high school but I was able to graduate in 06.

So Here we are today, mom has got another job and I have had several my self, the current one be the most stable with the exception of Pizza Hut. Anyways my mom has been unable to work for the past few weeks meaning that my paycheck not only has to pay all the bills now, but I have to support my siblings and myself and needless to say, the money is simply not there.

I was going to be paid somewhere near $750.56 tonight but after overdrafting my bank account to make sure that we can eat and that I can go to work. Im only going to have about $239...So simply put: I a SOL. I have no clue how I am going to pay our bills, buy my medication let alone my mothers. If ever there was a need for a miracle, this is it...I have nothing I can sell because we are so damn dirt poor.

I guess I can only try and hope that things somehow end up better at the end of today than the way it started out. Who knows maybe some rich relative that I have never met will call and give me money...erg....yeah right...

~ja